Haix... Im so useless. I like her so much yet, before we became close friends, we are friends no more lerr... she hates mii to the core. She just hates mii. Haix..
Her son likes her a lot and hangs out with her all the time even the whole school is saying they now together lerr.. T.T Haix.. perhaps she realii likes him a lot ba.. perhaps im nothing compared to him ba. or perhaps, they are destine to be together. T.T
I feel that, my whole life is being toyed by gals. Perhaps my feelings is destined to be toyed by gals. Haix, it just reminds mii of how i got ditched by my ex gf.. T.T
I dunnoe why but.. all the gals i like, they will never like mii. most of the time, the gal will hate mii. Perhaps is because of my Fu*kin* attitude ba..
it never pays to be good to gals... i still rmb tat time i helped zi hui so much... she actually got her bf on the line to scold mii and threaten mii... T.T she also claims tat she hates mii a lot because i help her too much..
im realii depressed... heartbrokened.. Im now so afraid of gals.. im realii afraid of gals. my feeligns are destined to be toyed by gals... im destined to be hated or ditched.
_just me_
7:23 AM
Sunday, April 01, 2007
Fever... fever... and high fever... T.T
Haix.. for the whole weekend, iie can onlii lie on the bed. Im having high fever for the 4th consecutive days lerr.. doc says if by tml still got fever then must go draw blood check lerr. Arrr! at if its dengue? T.T I dunn wanna die sho early!!!
Haix.. can hardly breath well. Some more got flu, cough, giddiness and blah blah blah... >> am iie gonna die soon? sobs...
haix... sho sian at home... msn online whole day no one chat wiif miie... Hp switch on onlii TongEn kind enough to talk crap wiif miie... ii got sho scarry mehh?
... can't type any more lerr. type some more ii will faint..
_just me_
6:50 PM
